rachels married, has been for nearly 30 years. Her wife is not into all this, she didnt sign on for a sissy, she married a man, or so she thought. rachel tried, she went thru the same thing all the girls do, try to sweep thier feelings under the rug and pretend they dont have the desires anymore. Dosent work, they always come back. Like this purging crap, that dosent work, throwing all youre stuff away trying to convince yourselves you can live without the female inside of you, IT DOSENT WORK! Anyway, rachels wife, Sherry, was told many years after they were married that rachel liked to dress...she was ok with the occasional dress up, like at Halloween, but she didnt want rachel, she didnt understand and at most tolerated her dressing occasionally. rachel needed more, she needed to be accepted and loved, something I/We could give her. So, she eventually moved here, the first of 2011 she moved in. It was strained to say the least. rachel loved being rachel all the time but she couldnt find a job and she was homesick....on top of all that she was confused and scared she'd made a mistake, guilty for leaving her wife, and just misurable.
I loved her being here but it was becoming apparent after only a few months that she wasent going to stay. By the middle of June she was packing to go back to Pa, to put her life together and her marriage. I was devastated! I was hurt, angry, fucking pissed off that she would leave Me like that but at the same time I knew why.
My angel left the middle of June and I didnt know if I would ever see her again. We couldnt even chat online much anymore cause everything turned into an argument. I felt like she just wanted to be up there and have everything go back to the way it was before she moved here, and that just wasent possible Not for Me. I am possessive, I am protective, I knew Sherry didnt want rachel and I was so fucking pissed that My little girl was cast aside for a 'vanilla' life. In the coming months chat got easier and we began the discussions of her return....Yes, she wanted to come home. rachel knew she couldnt live that way, she just had to go back to prove it to herself, once and for all....
Next chapter...rachels return